out of topic : Your hand to let go is still holding on

I can't believe that so much time was spent on my own,
Just trying to figure it out all alone,
I feel like telling you,
"Don't show emotion, let him go",

I can't pretend that everything is still okay,
until you rightfully say what you said,
The night you left me here for dead,
yes, for dead...

Why do you cry when you're falling asleep,
and girl how can you love without ever losing it all,
Don't put your faith on him,
He won't believe it!

How would you know,
when your hand to let go is holding on,
Where did you go,
How can i tell you that you're losing hope,
Losing hope...

Is it just me,
feeling suffocating think of this,
how can you keep telling yourself everything is okay?
Perfect...

I can't promise that i'll always stand here waiting,
but i swear that inside me is broken, empty...
Trying... trying... trying...

Notice me please...

:)                  








you wont right?